Im tired!
REALLY tired!!
I can barely hold a conversation, never mind find the energy to write this post. But if Im going to make changes, I need to really articulate how fat and tired feels.
My throat is so painful. My allergy cough is back. My heart is palpitating. My legs are painful and stiff and my shoulders and neck are so stiff I worry I will end up with a permanent hunchback.
Im 5'2 and I cant carry my weight. Im all boob and belly and I did this. I let other things take me over. I put my body last, my health last. Its ridiculous.
I dont beat myself up. I cant. What is done is done. I can however instigate the changes for a healthier me. I know Im allergic to Gluten, and I know its hidden....so cook your own damn food! I know that white rice makes me tired and sick.....so dont bloody eat rice!!
Im ready to get real. Really ready!!!
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